A Tale of Dignity 1

Evangeline's Journey to Eternity                                                                                                         
 (Nov. 29, 2015 - Sunday)               

You go calmly amid the din
And disdain to settle in silence;
Sans retreat you are always in
Awareness of human existence.

You are caring yet careless of
Haughty and oppressive person.
You are loving, loyal and soft
To those who live without reason.

You speak the truth with discipline;
Cautious not to hurt other's feelings
And to follow what is written
No matter what the result brings.

You are happy with your career-
Your faith, family and neighbor
For dear life is not forever
And living is a metaphor.

You are the daughter of our Lord.
You serve well this wonderful vale.
The nursing career you adored:
Yarn of a Florence Nightingale.


Note: Florence Nightingale (May 12,1820/ Aug 13,1910) was a trailblazing figure in nursing who greatly affected 19th -and 20th-century policies around proper care. She was known for her night rounds to aid the wounded, establishing her image as " the Lady with the Lamp". She is the pioneer of Modern Nursing. She was born in Florence, Italy.

N.B. (Words of love flowing with memories of :
Evangeline Rueles Magallanes Caermare Trabanca, RN, BSN,
Born into Life: March 3,1940. Born into Eternal life: Nov.29, 2015.
Education: Labason Central Elementary School, Labason, Zamboanga del Norte, Phil
        High School: Ferrer High School, Labason, ZDN, Phil (Valedictorian)
        College: RN, San Pedro Hospital School of Nursing, Davao City, Phil
                       BSN, Far Eastern University, Manila, Phil
Employment: District Nurse - Zamboanga del Norte Public Schools, Dipolog City, Phil
        Labor & Delivery Nurse - Norwegian American Hospital, Chicago, IL USA
Marital Status: Married ( May 29, 1973) to Gregory Intas Caponong Alcala Trabanca
        Children: Nathaniel "Neil" & Theodore "Ted"

Evangeline's Journey

Beloved Evangeline

Dearly beloved, we see the light;
We see all things are beautiful,
It captures us with pure delight.
All things are good: food for the soul.

We see the beauty of the list.
And suddenly some things have changed,
You just fade away like a mist,
This is how nature is arranged.

Guide us, stay, and never leave me,
Blaze the trail in our gloomy days
Take it whatever it will be

Along the shores and in the bays,

In our slumber, we hear you speak;
In the breaking of the pale dawn
Along the park and in the lake
To us happily on the lawn.

You see life in a baby's face, 
In a troubled world's countenance,
In all the faces as we gaze
Through the wide windows in a glance.

And now commences your journey
To a place called the Paradise

Where there is joy and eternity,

For the achievement, this is your price.

Voice

The Captain

There's a voice that guides creations
Amidst the noise of  modern culture
Many succumb to temptations
Others listen to the future.

We must listen to this voice
In the classroom of silence.
And we must be glad and rejoice
To the words of the Providence.

There is also that human voice
With a commanding resonance.
And we have no other choice
But the feeling of good riddance.

I heard this voice on my cellphone
One day in my backyard alone.

Reminded me of a captain  
On his boat amidst rough waters
With mission and vision to obtain
A stout heart that never wavers.

His compass moves with precision
With the traders and the farmers
Towards friendly persuasion
Accolades and laurels he gathers.

(Poem dedicated to Hernani Contrivida of
Dipolog School of Fisheries, Dipolog City, Philippines. 

Mr. Hernani Contrivida was a Principal and  Administrator

of the Dipolog School of Fisheries. He was an Educator, and also a holder of a Master's degree in Business  Administration.)

Commentary: 

"I don't question why Mr. Contrivida had you ghost-write (for the Zamboanga School of Fisheries superintendent's message) . You are such an awesome writer. That in itself is a divine gift, and I hope that you have identified His purpose giving you that awesome talent. Dios te bendiga, Greg!." (Eden Rachel Espina, BS.N. friend of my wife, who called her Vangie. Rachel migrated in the States, went back to the Philippines, and taught at (WMSU) Western Mindanao State University , 1983-1985.at Zamboanga City, Phil. After which, she had convinced his hubby to come with her to Chicago, Illinois.

A high school mate

Today, a friend's call unraveled the fabric of existence which brought us back to life's green and red light;  and the knowledge that we knew yet is taken for granted due to the hustle and bustle of daily survival.

"Greg ", Boy ( Rustico Briones) said, "she is no longer with us." He was referring to his wife. And memories wafted in the bridging atmosphere over the phone. "Why didn't you give us a call," I said.
 "but I understood what will really happen in that particular scenario."

"Now I am alone," he continued. " Nope, you are not alone, I said, " Remember, Footprints.?
Yes, yes. He is with you but calls and talk to Him. You learned that in your parochial and seminary days. Recite all the prayers that you've learned. The Angelus...And Boy replied."Yes, and you know what... I even pray the Latin version. Of course and it's shorter.

By the way, Boy, are you familiar with the Chaplet of the Divine Mercy?

"No-o-oh !" he responded.

I see. You got a pen and paper, handy? I continued. It's just saying the Rosary but you begin with the Our Father... Hail Mary...  I believe ...(The  Creed)

On the large bead before each decade say: Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world. On the 10 small beads of each decade say: For the sake of His sorrowful Passion have mercy on us and on the whole world. Conclude with: Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world. (3 times) Follow it with: JESUS KING OF MERCY we trust in you! Simple, concise yet powerful. It's a celebration of the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, right?

"That's very good. I am praying not just for myself. I will do that," was my mate's (Boy Briones) answer, which was swallowed by the stillness of the evening.

Living Every Day With Passion and Purpose

On May 1, 2015, I attended a 3 hour and 45 minutes of a life-changing event at St. Catherine Laboure, 3425 Thornwood Ave, Glenview, IL, sponsored by the Chicago Cursillo. ( My wife, Evangeline Rueles Caermare Trabanca, and I were members of the first Cursillo) in my birth town of Labason, Zambo del Norte, Phil.) That event too, back home was life-changing as wayward lives of couples, single men, and women were drowned in the maelstrom of change from those 3-day close door event/retreat. And the dawning of a new day to the life of the attendees who were: parish priest, the town mayor, professionals, and non-professionals. My wife and I were single at that time.

But this event at suburban Glenview tweaked the very core of my being. It is a decision point. The speaker, Matthew Kelley, is a New York Times best- selling author of 16 books, an internationally acclaimed speaker, and a business consultant to some of the world's largest and most admired companies. He has that unique ability to delve profoundly into the genius of Catholicism. He pulled you to be the best-version-of yourself. He talked about engagement- that in our journey on this planet we are engaged or disengaged at work, in marriage, as parents in our quest for health and well-being, in personal finances, environmentally, politically, and spiritually.

Matthew Kelley asked: Are we as Catholics highly engaged, massively disengaged, or in between?  What is the difference between highly engaged Catholics and disengaged Catholics?  He answered these questions in his book, The Four Signs of a Dynamic Catholic. How engaging 1% of Catholics could change the world.

The 4 signs he wrote are 1. PRAYER 2. STUDY 3. GENEROSITY 4. EVANGELIZATION. That highly engaged Catholics have a daily commitment to prayer, are continuous learners, generous, and the audacity to invite others to grow spiritually by sharing the love of God with them.

After all these years, I still hunger for learning new things that I have not encountered during my humble, younger, reckless, growing days.  The decade I was born was the best of decades, the best of years. WW 11 changed the panorama of the world. The years before and after that were wonderful, memorable, and beautiful years. "Those were the days my friends, we thought 'twill never end... we sing and dance...". We were happy!
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Chicago Christmas 2014

This is a moment to remember...
The sweet memories of the time
When lovely past  can't surrender
On those days blessed and sublime.

In the dark womb of oblivion
Emerge things so sweet, so noble
Rushing to create a vision
Linking pieces to assemble.

Inday came from Okinawa
With her son and daughter's smart kid.
From neighboring Canada;
Christmas endears Belen, indeed.

Riza and son from big Texas;
From Samoa came a woman
Bonding the families to last-
Unfolding tales on love's command.

....Ask anything of me in my name,

John 14:13-14 ) ... (13) And whatever you ask in my name, I will do so, so that the Father may be glorified in the son. (14) If you ask anything of me in my name, I will do it.

Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit. God is One. And there are 3 Divine Persons. In multiplication: 1x1x1 = 1. This is the mystery of the holy and blessed Trinity. In the beginning, in the history of creation, the Three  Divine Persons were present. Remember, to God nothing is impossible. As this mystery of the Three Divine Persons unfolded, we have a  clear picture but still, our non-Christian brothers don't have the audacity to grasp the truth.

No one has seen God the Father. Humanity has seen the Son who is Jesus, the Christ but some dare not believe because He was born in a manger, therefore He could not be classified as a King to lead the people out of bondage. And who is this son of a carpenter of Nazareth named  Joseph and a virgin mother, Mary? Jesus was conceived by the Holy Spirit). One day Jesus was nowhere to be found. They kept looking for him everywhere but on the third day they came upon him on the temple amongst teachers listening to them and asking them questions. Like doting parents, they asked him of his whereabouts of which he politely answered that he was in his Father's house.

 (Matt. 3: 16-17 ) And when Jesus was baptized, he at once came up from the water, and suddenly the heavens opened and He saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and coming down on him. And suddenly there was a Voice from heaven, saying "this is My beloved Son," with whom I am well pleased.

(John 2: 1-7) On the third day, there was a  wedding at Cana in Galilee. The mother of Jesus was there, and Jesus and his disciples had also been invited...And they ran out of wine since the wine provided for the feast had all been used, and the mother of Jesus said to him, They have no wine. Jesus said, 'Woman, what do you want from me? My hour has not come yet. 'His mother said to the servants, 'Do whatever he tells you.'... Jesus said to the servants, 'Fill the jars with water, and they filled them up to the brim.'

The Holy Eucharist

The Core of  Catholicism

"The Holy Eucharist is totally dependent on the priesthood. No priesthood, no Eucharistic sacrifice, no Holy Communion, no Eucharistic Adoration. " That is why there is a need for a Rosary for priests.

At the Women Center in Chicago, I accepted an assignment every Friday from 3 P.M.  to 4 P.M. for Perpetual Eucharistic Adoration ( this is actually in lieu of Evangeline, my wife for personal reason). Also on Friday at the Transfiguration Church from 7 P.M. to 8 P.M. - the novena of Jesus, the Nazarene patterned to that of Quiapo devotion in Manila, Philippines. I felt that it is my obligation to have at least an hour with the real presence of Jesus in the Holy Eucharist besides the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass on Sundays and Holidays of obligation.

After the Fall, we became mortal but we still cling to that idea of immortality. Finally, we found the answer when during the kingship of David, a Child was born giving birth to Christianity and usher the dawn of immortality. That Child King who was born in a manger, paid homage by three Magi guided by the ever glowing light of a star, hanged on a cross, bled, and cried, "my God, my God, why has Thou forsaken me?" Jesus died, but " the source of life flowed out for souls and the ocean of mercy opened up for the whole world."

Jesus died yet He is alive in the Holy Eucharist in the form of bread at the church or chapel. In some Roman Catholic chapels and churches, they have Perpetual Adoration which is a 24-hour watch on the Holy Eucharist.

Every 3 o'clock whether it is in the afternoon or in the early morning, it is a good practice to pray the Chaplet of the Divine Mercy beginning with this 3 o'clock prayer:

"You died Jesus, but the source of life flowed out for souls and the ocean of mercy opened up for the whole world. O fountain of Life, immeasurable Divine Mercy, cover the whole world and empty Yourself out upon us."
"O Blood and Water which flowed out from the heart of Jesus as a Fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You.!"
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and the whole world." ( 3X)

The chaplet of the Divine Mercy.

Using the ordinary Rosary beads begin with - Our Father... Hail Mary...The Creed (I believe in..).
On the large bead before each decade - Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.
On the 10 small beads of each decade: - For the sake of His sorrowful Passion have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Conclude with: - Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world. (3 times)
Jesus King of mercy, we trust in you!

 * (Imprimatur: Msgr. Josefino S. Ramirez, Vicar General & Chancellor, Archdiocese of Manila)

SA KABUKIRAN (IN THE COUNTRYSIDE)- IV

*** SA KABUKIRAN  (In the Countryside)
Lyrics from a copy of Jun-Jun A. Ramirez
English Translation by Greg In. Trabanca

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SA KABUKIRAN, LAYO ANG KASAKIT, ANG KALANGGAMAN AY NANAG-AWIT.
 ( In the countryside, sorrow is remote; the birds are lilting with melodious notes)

SA KABUKIRAN, LAYO ANG KASAKIT, ANG KALANGGAMAN AY NANAG-AWIT.
(In the countryside, sorrow is remote; the birds are lilting with melodious notes.)

MAOY GAINGING MGA PAGHADLA, MGA PARAYEG AHAY !!! MGA HUDYAKA.
(This is the moment of the carousel, of tenderness, of festive happiness )

ANG HINUYOHOY NAGLANOYLANOY SA KADAHUNAN UG KABULAKAN
( The  breeze wafting freely through the foliage, among the flowers.)

SA KADAHUNAN UG KABULAKAN.
 ( through the foliages, among the flowers)

O KINABUHI LON-LON KALIPAY, GAWAS HAMILI, WAY IKAGMAHAY.
( O Life fraught with happiness, besides simplicity, there's nothing to regret) 

SA....KA...BU...KIRAN LAYO ANG KASAKIT, ANG KALANGGAMAN //// AY NANAG-AWIT. (In the countryside, sorrow is remote; the birds are lilting with melodious notes.)              

POBRENG ALINDAHAW (MISERABLE DRAGONFLY) - III

***POBRENG ALINDAHAW  ( Miserable Dragonfly )
Lyrics from the notes of Jun Jun A. Ramirez
English Translation by  Greg In. Trabanca

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AKOY POBRENG ALINDAHAW, SA HUYOHOY GIANUD-ANUD
( I am a miserable dragonfly, gliding on a friendly breeze)

NANGITA UG KAPANIBAAN, AHAY!!! SA... TA...NAMAN, SA MGA KABULAKAN
(Searching for nectar to suck ...      sigh (ahay)...       among the plants,     among the flowers.)

ARUY, ARUY, ARUY, ARUY, ARUY... ...ARUY, ARUY, ARUY, ARUY, ARUY.   (a hurting sound)
aruy     aruy   aruy     aruy   aruy                  aruy    aruy      aruy    aruy    aruy

ANIA SI BULAK SA MGA KAHIDLAW.
(Here's the flower of quenching the thirsty cravings)                                                                      

ARUY, ARUY, ARUY, ARUY, ARUY...         ARUY, ARUY, ARUY, ARUY, ARUY...( a hurting sound)
aruy     aruy     aruy     aruy     aruy                    aruy     aruy     aruy     aruy     aruy

DI KA BA MALOOY, NING POBRENG ALINDAHAW.
(Don't you have compassion, on this miserable dragonfly.)

SAKAYANON (THE SAILOR) - II

***SAKAYANON  (The Sailor)
Lyrics by: Jun Jun A. Ramirez
English Translation by: Greg In. Trabanca

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MIDAG-OM MIDAG-OM NA DAPIT SA ATONG HABAGATAN
(Nimbus clouds loom in the northern horizon)

PAGBANTAY, BANTAY MGA KAUBAN, ANG TIMBANGAN DILI PAGABIYAAN
Be watchful mates, don't leave the rudder)

AYAW BAYA KALIMOT NGA GIKALISANGAN KINING HANGINA
(Don't ever forget that this is a horrible wind that  sailors dread most)

MOGISI SA LAYAG MOGUBA SA ATONG SAKAYAN.
( It will split the sails, it will destroy our boat.)

TIMBANG KAMO, HINUBIG KAMO, DAGAN NGARI, DAGAN DIDTO,
 (Balance yourselves, ready with the water buckets, swiftly move here and then through there)

MAOY LABING PAIT ANG SA KINABUHING SAKAYANON,
(It is a very precarious life, this being a sailor)

INIT UG ULAN GIANTOS NAMO WAY PULOPASILONG
(Scorching heat or pelting rain, we weathered without shelter.)

ANIA PAY KATUGNAW UG KAKAPOY PA GAYUD INTAWON
(Here's the bone-penetrating coldness and the dire exhausting tiredness)

GIANTOS ANG TANAN KAY GINBUT-AN SA KAPALARAN
(All these, we relentlessly suffer for its mandated by fate.)    G-G7
 

Word of God

Ancient Greeks considered "Word" as power and wisdom. In the light of such insight, humankind ought to embrace the word of God, pondering it with humility and adoration. Blessed is the one who listens to the word of God  and allows it to bear fruit. The Prophet Isaiah provides a profound analogy for the word of God. He says, it is like a double-edged sword, which penetrates the  finest marrow of a bone. Thus says the Lord: "Yes as the rain and the snow come down from the heavens and do not return without watering the earth, making it yield and giving growth to provide seed for the sower and bread for the eating, so the word that comes from my mouth does not return to me empty, without carrying out My will and succeeding in what it was sent to do."

The declaration of Isaiah about the word of God alludes to the Bible's creation account. In the beginning, there was nothing. God said:, "Let there be light," and there was light...God spoke, and the whole creation came about by the power and wisdom of His word. Hence, the whole of creation speaks loudly and clearly of the power and wisdom of God. St Paul, writing to the Romans, verifies the fact, "Ever since the creation of the World His eternal power and divine nature, invisible though they are, have been understood and seen through the things He has made." (Rom 1:20) At the proper time, God spoke His word to prophets, who then instructed the people to live a righteous life. The prophet Jeremiah professes, "Your words were found and I ate them, and Your name, O Lord God of hosts" (Jer.15:16)

While confronting the devil in the desert, Jesus reminds us once again of the power and wisdom of the word of God. "Man does not live by bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God." Fallen humanity continues to pursue with all of its might the bread that will perish, while ignoring the true food that will last for all eternity the word of God. Jesus could easily decipher the disposition of the people of this world, as He compares them in the "Parable of the sower and the seeds" to the edge of the path, patches and thorns." The concerns and worries of this world do not allow the word of God to bear the desired fruit in the people. Yes, there are many in the world who give first place to the word of God, and they bear fruit in the hundred fold, in this life and the next.

St. John, in his gospel summarizes the mystery of the word of God, "In the beginning was the word, the word was with God, and the word was God." It is through the power of this word that all of creation came about. This same word instructed the prophets, and finally it became flesh and dwelth among men. Jesus is the living word of God - the power and wisdom. This wisdom has baffled human minds. Instead of humbly seeking divine guidance to understand the word of God, humankind continues to defy the will of God spelled out in the Holy Scripture. Laws are passed prohibiting the use of the word of God, and the uttering of the name of Jesus. But the disciples of Jesus should take courage and say, "Lord to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life."-
(Fr. Peter Fernandes, sfx)

Who do you say I am?

      Jesus posed a pressing and a challenging question to his disciples, "Who do you say I am?" Interestingly, Jesus asked this question to his disciples in Caesarea Philippi and not in any other towns. Caesarea Philippi was a Hellenistic town, and in the 3rd century BC, King Ptolemy made it a cult center. Since the town was located near one of the largest springs feeding the Jordan river, the whole area was very fertile  and attractive, inviting lots of foreigners for business and worship. In the midst of diverse social, cultural, economic and religious paraphernalia, Jesus confronted his disciples with this question, "Who do you say I am?" Did the disciples have the  courage and conviction to answer the question?
      "Caesarea Philippi" subsists in every village, town and city around the world. Since it was first posed by Jesus, the question, "Who do you say I am?" has become more compelling than ever before. When it was first asked, apostle Peter on behalf of his companions answered Jesus, saying. "You are the Christ, the Son of the Living God", yet, every generation has to answer this question with the new vigor and faith. Indeed, the answer cannot be a verbal recitation from scripture, but should  spring forth from within the very depth of our soul. Jesus replied to Peter saying, "Simon, son of Jonah, you are a happy man! Because it was not flesh and blood that revealed this to you but my Father in heaven."
      With skepticism and moral relativism  ruling modern society, humanity is confused about many things. Today's secular society, like Caesarea Philippi, is buzzing  with idol worship. People are afraid to utter the name of Jesus with reverence in public but have no problem profaning it. The puzzled society prefers to greet each other with the political correct "Happy Holidays" rather than saying " Merry Christmas" and demonstrating the season's truth and nobility. Truth is one, and it is eternal. Why fear temporal society, which is here today and gone tomorrow? Jesus asked this question precisely in Caesarea Philippi to show humanity  his unique nature, which is "Christ - the Son of the living God" and which is not to be equated with the manmade idols worshipped in that city.
      What is your response to Jesus' question? Does Jesus hold a unique place in your life or is He is just another idol? It is imperative for all to answer this question with courage and conviction, and have  the audacity to proclaim like Peter, "You are the Christ, the Son of the Living God."       The disposition with which one answers the question also matters, for it determines how one will live as a Christian  and adds meaning to the Christian life. In fact, Jesus will say to each one of us, "You are Peter and on this rock I will build my church. And the gates of the underworld can never hold against it." Be not be afraid to lose your body, if the temporal society unjustly demands it for the sake of Jesus' name, but hold firm to your faith - the keys to the Kingdom of heaven are yours.
By Fr. Peter Fernandes, sfx.

SA DAPLIN SA BAYBAYON (BY THE SEASIDE) - I

• SA DAPLIN SA BAYBAYON  ( BY THE SEASIDE )
• Lyrics from Jun Jun Ramirez
• English Translation by  Greg In Trabanca

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SA DAPLIN SA BAYBAYON, IKAW AKONG DAPITON
 (By the seaside, I'll invite you)

UG KINING AKONG AWIT, IMONG PAGALAYLAYON
(And this my song, you're going to croon),

ANG HUYOHOY SA HANGIN, KANIMO RAY MOHADLA
(The wafting of the wind will solely caress  you )  

IKAW AKONG LIPAYON PAHIRAN SA LUHA
.( I'll engulf you with happiness; wipe with the tears)

KON DUNA KAY KASAKIT, DALIKYAT NGADTO SA BAYBAYON
( If you're down with sorrow, feel free to come by the seaside)    

KAY DIDTO LONLON MGA HUDYAKA
( Because over there; is an abundance of happiness.)      

HADLAON SA HIMAYANG DAYON, IMONG KALAG NGA MAULOB-ON
 ( Overwhelmed with instant bliss, your tearful soul)

SA DAPLIN SA BAYBAYON AHAY NGA MABUGNAW
( By the seaside, sigh... it is moderately cold)

MGA BALUD SA DAGAT NGA NAGLUMBAAN SA HUNASAN
( The waves from the sea are racing swiftly to the shore)

NAKIGAMBAHAN SA IMONG  KATAWA  

(Rhythmically rolling with your laughter) 

HADLAON SA HIMAYANG DAYON, IMONG KALAG NGA MASULOB-ON
( Amusingly with instant bliss, your tearful soul)

SA DAPLIN SA BAYBAYON AHAY NGA MABUGNAW
( By the seaside, sigh... it is moderately cold) .
(REPEAT)       
     

On eternal life....

"In the beginning, when God created the heavens and the earth, the earth was a formless wasteland, and darkness covered the abyss, while the mighty wind swept over the waters. (Gen. 1:1)

On the 6th day God created man as He saw the goodness of His creation. "Let us make man in our image, after our likeness." (Gen. 1:26) "God created man in His image, in the divine image He created him; male and female He created them.(Gen. 1:27)

The Lord God formed man out of clay of the ground and blew into his nostrils the breath of life, and so man became a living being. Then the Lord God planted a garden in Eden, in the east, and He placed there the man whom He had formed . Out of the ground the Lord God made various trees grow that were delightful to look at and good for food, with the tree of life in the middle of the garden and the tree of the knowledge of good and bad." (Gen 2 :2-7 )


The Lord God gave man this order: "You are free to eat from any of the trees of the garden, except the tree of knowledge of good and bad. From that tree you shall not eat; the moment you eat from it you are surely doomed to die." (Gen 2:16-17)
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The Lord God said: "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a suitable partner for him. (Gen 2:18 )
So the Lord God cast a deep sleep on the man, and while he was asleep, he took out one of his ribs and closed up its place with flesh. The Lord God then built up into a woman the rib that he had taken from the man. When He brought her to the man, the man said: "this one, at last, is bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; This one shall be called 'woman' for out of 'her man' this one has been taken. That is why a man leaves his father and mother and clings to his wife, and the two of them become one body. The man and his wife were both naked, yet they felt no shame. (Gen 2:21-25)

Exhortation to Justice, the key to Life.

Love justice, you who judge the earth; think of the Lord in goodness, and seek him in the integrity of heart;(2) Because he is found by those who test him not, and he manifests himself to those who do not disbelieve him.(3) For perverse counsels separate a man from God, and his power, put to the proof, rebukes the foolhardy (4) Because into a soul that plots evil wisdom enters not, nor dwells she in a body under debt of sin...(Wisdom 1:1-4)

Court not death by your erring way of life, nor draw to yourself destruction by the works of your hands (13) Because God did not make death, nor does he rejoice in the destruction of the living,    (14) For he fashioned all things that they might have being; and the creatures of the world are wholesome, And there is not a destructive drug among them nor any domain of the nether world on earth (1:15)
For justice is undying. (Wisdom 1:12-15)

The Wicked Reject Immortality and Justice Alike

(Wisdom 1:16) It was the wicked who with hands and words invited death, considered it a friend, and pined for it, and make a covenant with it, Because they deserve to be in its possession.
(Wisdom 2:23) For God formed man to be imperishable; the image of his own nature he made him. (Wis 2:24) But by the envy of the devil, death entered the world, and they who are in his possession experience it.

The Hidden Counsels of God.

(Wis 3:1) But the souls of the just are in the hands of God, and no torment shall touch them (Wis 3:2) They seemed in the view of the foolish, to be dead; and their passing away was thought an affliction and their going forth from us, utter destruction, but they are in peace. (Wis 3:4) For if before men, indeed, they be punished, yet is their hope full of immortality...

The Eucharist

The Eucharist is God's Eternal Gift

The wisdom of God is unfathomable, beyond man's comprehension. Even so, God desires to share His eternal wisdom with men so they can be guided by it and be led to His kingdom. This wisdom, which is the word of God, was incarnated and became a man like us. "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God... the Word became flesh and dwelt among us." The mystery of the incarnation is the wisdom of God, which continues to baffle human knowledge and elude our understanding.

In order to partake of the wisdom of God, faith and humility are the tools to use, not the pride and arrogance of science or wealth. Faith in Christ is essential for us to have eternal life. It is equally important to listen to His word and accept it, but no divine life is possible in us unless we share Jesus' own body and blood in the Eucharist. Eternal wisdom became our food by offering His own body and blood to us in the Holy Eucharist.

The book of Proverbs invites the foolish to partake of the wisdom meal: "Come and eat my bread, drink the wine I have prepared! Leave your folly and you will live, walk in the ways of perception." The voice of the author of Proverbs continues to reverberate in our time. Many foolishly avoid the wisdom meal, and follow the path of destruction, as they continue to seek knowledge from wrong sources and in wrong places. The invitation of God is an open invitation, the meal is prepared,  but those invited are busy with material things and worldly matters.

Believers are challenged to live by wisdom despite the growing secular culture of our time. The secular culture revolves around false assumptions and offers short-sighted solutions. The wisdom it offers is a perfect recipe for destruction. It alienates people from God and from one another. Western civilization has embraced this modern secular culture and all are feeling the ripple effects. In a very subtle manner, religious liberties are being threatened and overpowered. It is a process, but when it is fully realized, it may be too late to overcome this evil force.

Therefore, it's time to recognize these times, and to decipher the false wisdom that false knowledge offers. The wisdom of God is eternal life. Jesus said, "I tell you most solemnly, if you do not eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you will not have life within you." We are a Eucharistic community that partakes of the wisdom of God... though we are many, we partake of one bread, one cup, and we form one body of Christ. This is the pure gift and true wisdom of God to humankind.   (Fr. Peter Fernandes, (sfx)

St. Timothy's Summer Dance '13

On August 24, 2013, St. Timothy parish on the northside of Chicago held an annual Summer Dance with an Hawaiian motif. The stage has a seacape painting handpainted by Don Buenconsejo featuring a coconut tree stoically standing under the unruffled skies and placid sea and the looming island mountain silhouette making a magnificent background. The long serving table was laden with food galore- pork minudo, beef, pancit bihon, vegetables, chicken tandoori ,fried chicken, sweets, etc. On the side was a whole 60 pounds succulent roasted pig that sent aahs and oohs to the visitors. Visitors' palates were drown to a great surpise!

Visitors were provided Hawaiian leis of varied colors to adorn their necks or their arms as they entered St.Timothy's social hall while the scintillating music of Ellen and the Band and Danny Ayam on the introductory lead with a Frank Sinatra tunes wafted the August air. As the evening creeped slowly, Ellen and the Band thundered with the night club music and the people young and old woke-up with their sleepy feet. Water, wines, beers were served on a donation basis.

Visitors were completely satisfied with the affair, especially with special presentations of Hawaiian dances. What with the swing of the hips and the silky sway of the hands like coconut leaves dancing in the breeze on a wave fraught ocean.

Special thanks to our pastor, Fr. Peter Fernandez, sfx for his unconditional support.
Also to pastor emeritus, Fr.Harold Murphy, Fr. Alan and Fr. Carlos Periera.

The St. Timothy Summer Dance is another date in one's record book.

Trying to reach out to God...! by Fr. Peter Fernandes, sfx, Pastor St. Timothy Church

Indeed, every heart desires to reach out to God. As St. Augustine beautifully puts it, "Our hearts are made for thee my God, and they are restless, until they rest in thee." Just as a child would reach out to his parents to fulfill his needs and desires, to seek love and affection, to find protection and dispel his childess doubts and fears, so we, in an analogical way, we could consider our temporal experience of the methaphysical/divine relationship, as children of God. Unfortunately, for many the tangible experience of their parents does not mesh with the image of God as our Loving Father, and this explains the number of atheists, skeptics and agnostics.

God is just a prayer away, and He always whispers his love, care and concern. He is closer to us than out parents are. It takes faith to realize the beautiful relationship we share with God, who is the source of life and all that we have. It is a pity that many continue to be oblivious to this profound truth, and persistently deny God's existence. Yet, God does not condemn or punish, but makes the sun shine on both good and evil, just as He makes the rain fall on good and bad alike. We can never fathom the depths of God's love and mercy, but these depths are invitation for all of us to partake of this great mystery. God is just a prayer away.

Abraham pleads with God in prayer for the city of Sodom and Gomorrah, which are about to be destroyed. Abraham displays the beautiful relationship he shared with God in prayer. It's a child-like relationship. Abraham said: "I trust my Lord will not be angry if I speak once more: perhaps there will be only ten." It is delightful to behold that we can reach out to God in prayer as his loving children. Be assured, God does not turn anyone away without blessing him/her with His divine gifts. "I will not destroy it, He replied, for the sake of the ten." The prayer of Abraham should inspire us to be confident that we can come closer to God, our Creator.

Disciples of Jesus were fascinated with Him, while observing the profound relationship, which He enjoyed with His Heavenly Father in prayer. Jesus spent hours together with his Heavenly Father in prayer, which is refreshing sight for all to behold and be delightful. Consequently, His disciples pleaded with Jesus to teach them how to pray, and in response Jesus taught them to pray the Lord's prayer, the "Our Father." Indeed, Jesus taught us to have a filial relationship with God in prayer. Hence, like little children, we need to learn to pour our heart, mind and soul in faith before God, who is just a prayer away. We don't have to climb mountains, and cross valleys and oceans to reach out to God. In fact, God reaches out to us. He is just a prayer away. Humbly and sincerely in faith let us say, "Lord teach us to pray."

A Voice in the Desert by: Fr. Peter Fernandes, sfx, Pastor, St. Timothy Church

     What is this voice in the desert? Where is the desert for me to hear the voice? John, the Baptist, cried out to the people from the desert to prepare the way of our Lord. John, the Baptist was sent by God to be the herald of good news and to lead the people to  true repentace to receive the salvation of God in His Son Jesus, incarnated for us on Christmas. John, the Baptist cries out the same message for us today, can we hear it?

     As pilgrim people, we walk through the different terrains both physical and spiritual during our life journey. Whenever we find a difficult landscape in our empirical existence, we know how to maneuver for our safety, and advancement. We are apt to hear the voice of the modern advancement and technology. Nevertheless, it is apparent that we are lethargic and unmindful to our spiritual topography. The spiritual and moral degradation in our society bespeaks of our deafness to hear the voice in the desert.

We have to enter into the desert of our spiritual existence., to hear the voice crying out of repentance, and to believe in the gospel. We cannot live too long in the desert. Once, we have listened to the voice, we have to rise and walk toward the Promise Land of endless happiness and peace. It is a continuous movement of our spiritual battle of entering into the desert, and walking towards the Promise Land. We are given the tools to fight this spsiritual battle to live a life of grace and holiness.

     Jesus entered the desert and stayed for forty days. We have to look at Jesus for comfort and strength to live in the presence of God. The voice of God never ceases to call out with clarity  and audacity to lead us on the  path of truth and holiness: to our Promise Land. A voice of one crying out in the desert: " Prepare ye the way of the Lord, make straight his paths." During the season of Advent, let us not pass the opportunity to give the heed to the voice in the desert.

     The honest way to heed  to the voice in the desert is to be at prayer with open heart nd mind to receive the salvation of God. Avail the sacrament of reconciliation - repent of your sins and believe in the gospel. Give alms and do penance. The voice in the desert will become clearer each passing day, as you walk towards the Promise Land.

A Birthday is celebrated...

" Recognize that your friendships celebrate your vulnerability and are proof of your humanness."

" I care about my friend's feelings. I take the time to listen..."    

Thursday of July 18th, 2013 is a day memorable to a friend- an erstwhile investigative lawyer on the island of Luzon, Philippines: Leopoldo Ambubuyog.  Actually, he is from Antique, another place in the Visayan group of islands.

Today at the International House of Pancake (IHOP), 5 female members of the Rosary Prayer Group of St. Hilary Church tendered him his natal day observance.  What is remarkable is the fact that this group consisted of the 3 main groups of islands comprising the Philippines  Luzon, Visayas, and Mindanao. From Luzon, two are from Pampanga, one from Bulacan, one from Ilocos Sur; from the Visayas- one from Antique and another from Negros. I am the only one from Mindanao in the province of Zamboanga del Norte.

"Satisfy my soul...!" By: Fr. Peter Fernandes,sfx

     Who can truly satisfy my soul? This question rings in the heart of every person that walk on the face of the earth. In fact, a man makes an effort to satisfy the soul, but often, fails to find a right answer. "I search for thee...in vain things, but I could not find thee, late have I found thee my God. Now I know, that my heart is made for thee, and it is restless, until it rest in thee", St. Augustine. Therefore, it is an imperative to lean on God to satisfy one's soul.

     The history of humankind bespeaks the tragedy of this futile search ending in disappointment. However, the irony is that, the history continues to repeat bringing in more tears and grief. Nevertheless, what is still more tragic is that the stubbornness of human heart to recognize its failure, to amend ways, and find means to overcome the predicament with right earnest. It is a sad story of mankind to linger on in the ordinary mire, rather than to rise above to a sublime living offered by God.

     Prophet Elijah performed a mighty miracle in the presence of the King Aha, the prophet of Baal and the people of Israel, when he challenged the prophets of Baal, and proved them wrong. There is only one God-Yahweh in Israel. through this mighty deed, prophet wanted to bring home the message to the King and the people, not to be afraid, but to trust in God. However, it did not go well with the queen Jezebel, and she sought to kill Prophet Elijah. This is the story of humankind, which kills the very thing that satisfies our soul.

     Similar is the attitude of the people toward Jesus, who truly is the bread of life. Besides witnessing the awesome power of Jesus, and being miraculously fed, they still were not ready to place their life or faith in Jesus. On the contrary, they began to question His authority and authenticity. The modern secular culture reflects the same attitudes of indifference and doubt. The secular culture endorses consumerism and hedonism  as a means to satisfy the soul, but these truly poison our souls. The secular culture's messages mislead the people, and hordes of people fall prey to their traps.

     Who can satisfy my soul? Jesus assures us, "I am the bread of life. Who ever eats my flesh and drinks my blood  will never feel hungry again or thirst." Therefore, why distance ourselves from the Lord, who truly satisfies our soul? We have to recognize the gift of God in His Son Jesus, repent of our sins - the stubbornness of heart- and allow Jesus to enter into our lives. When we do this we can be assured that we will be greeted with peace and joy the world cannot offer.

Little girl, I tell you get up By Fr. Peter Fernandes,sfx

     In the face of death of a child, every parent would like to hear those words of comfort, "Little girl, I tell you get up." In fact, God our heavenly Father, does speak those words of comfort, but our empirical nature is occupied with false aspiration to listen to Him. In Jesus, God gave us a privilege to rise again, not to die once again a mortal death, but to live forever in God's kingdom. Therefore, we should rejoice in the Lord always for the gift of life, and life eternal!

     From time immemorial, men perceived death as punishment from God, and an enemy of life. It is a false perception, which brought a lot of pain and sorrow to human existence. Hence, as long as we live in that perception, we continue to live in pain and sorrow. However, for those who believe and live in faith, the Risen Lord offers the gift of peace and joy even in the face of death. As Jesus assured the official, "Do not be afraid, only have faith." Faith puts to rest the commotion of the people in the face of death, as they were filled with astonishment.

     The book of wisdom assures the readers that God does not take pleasure in death of the living. God is life, and in God, there is not death. "Yet God did make man imperishable, he made him in the image of his own nature; it was the devil's envy that brought death into the world, as those who are his partners will discover." Therefore, we have to grow in wisdom to decipher the plan of God for us, and live that wisdom to experience peace and joy.

     True wisdom allows us to overcome the worldly temptations, and false aspiration. The secular world, devoid of wisdom, is misleading the people to falsehood and sorrow. Yet, we continue to gather material things, hoping to overcome  pain and sorrow. The more we go down the path, greater is our pain, and greater is the darkness. Unless, we learn to place our trust in the Creator and sustainer of life, we cannot hope for peace and joy.

     Jesus' through His Church offers us new life- eternal life. This life is offered freely through the celebrations of the sacraments. It is our choice whether to avail of that gift from God, or abstain it because of our pride and arrogance. Therefore, in humility we have to come before God to receive the outpouring of new life- the life in abundance. Indeed, if we have such disposition and faith, without doubt, we will hear from our heavenly Father the words of comfort, "Little girl, I tell you get up."

Who is my neighbor? By: Fr. Peter Fernandes, sfx

If you cannot help a neighbor, then you should not live in the neighborhood.

"Who is my neighbor?"

At first glance, this question seems silly. why ask? Who does not know his neighbor? Humans are by nature social animals, hence, living in a community is not strange for a man, but innate to humankind. If we delve deeper, this question is more relevant today than ever before. The technological world has distanced the neighbors from each other. Gated communities have segregated society, and created more strangers than neighbors. hence, the question ought to be understood both empirically and ontologically, so we understand its precise meaning and learn how to establish communities that feature living bonds of friendship. To make these communities possible, we have to reflect on and understand the nature of man from the perspective of faith, so we can cross boundaries, and reach out to every human being as brothers and sisters who reflect the image and likeness of God. Ralph Nader once said, "When strangers start acting like neighbors... communities are reinvigorated."

Through the parable of the "Good Samaritan, "Jesus brings home the message concerning who is neighbor. No person before or after Him summarized the meaning of human existence in relation to God and neighbor as Jesus did. Jesus plainly unfolds the true nature of man, on both ontological and empirical levels: Man is created to love God with all his heart, mind, and soul, and his neighbor as himself. If we understood correctly what Jesus taught, humanity would form a perfect community. Unfortunately, that is not the reality, and it is obvious for all to behold. Consider: One part of humanity dies of hunger and thirst, while the other eats sumptuously and many die of obesity. One half of humanity enjoys all the benefits, while the other part is denied even their basic rights While one part of humanity enjoys freedom, the other is constrained. The reason is simple: We have not understood our true nature. When man disrespects his Creator and dehumanizes his neighbor, a dark spell of inhumanity is cast on the world. In light of such unbecoming behavior, William Dunbar offers positive advice: "To God be humble, to thy friend be kind, and with thy neighbors gladly lend and borrow; His chance tonight, it maybe thine tomorrow."

In the parable Jesus tells in today's Gospel, the Samaritan recognized the man who fell prey to the robbers as his own neighbor. He understood true human nature and reached out to help a person in need. Believers and non-believers acknowledge this parable as the parable of the "Good Samaritan," and rightly so. The glimpses of "Good Samaritan" are noticed in modern society at the time of natural disasters, and other calamities, but society still ignores the next-door neighbor who is in need. It is easy to send donations for a cause, but to reach out to someone next to you is challenging. If you cannot be a good neighbor to those living in close [proximity to you, you cannot be a good neighbor to those who live miles away. No doubt, it is magnificent to help suffering humanity, but it is still nobler to help those with whom you interact ordinarily, for charity begins at home. It is not surprising to realize then that Jesus summarized the whole of salvation history on two pillars that hold up the new commandment of love. Jesus tells us,"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. this is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like this: 'Love you neighbor as yourself.' All the Law and the Prophets hand on these two commandments." Hence, no one should dare to ask the question,"Who is my neighbor?"

Letter Written For A Friend

A Tribute to Ulbert Ulama "Bob" Tugung

You have left footprints with your dreams,
Your visions of Zamboanga,
Of Basilan, Jolo's sunbeams;
Mindanao's flora and fauna.

You went away with the lifeblood
Circulating in our strong veins,
With a smile on your face as you trod
Along the uncanny terrains.

Gentle hug that exudes friendships.
This sincere and lasting tribute,
Of love from the heart and the lips,
A hand that gives you a salute.

I found you a sincere, dear friend
In my odd world of wanderlust,
Of the islands that you have gained
Their support, their love, and their trust.

This handwritten letter that grips
Great heart and mind with an aura
Of affections and of friendships:
Abe Sappal, Barjamin Jubaira,

Rommel Corro, Ceasar Aquino

 Zamboanga - this rings a bell;
Ibrahim Albar, Reid Tallow,
PMC's Rodolfo Canivel.

Dave Reyes' friendly persuasion
Of Claret College vacancy               
Taking the bar is your mission
Manila is not far away.

I came to Basilan to teach
Instead, you let me cherish life
The yarn beyond Malassa beach
Of unity, of love sans strife.

The bond was a  bloodless compact
Of God, country, and people.
The mighty press and love's impact
Guide us to be out of trouble.

You are a  fighter like "Christine"
In the land of blessing and grace.
A bamboo of love will be seen;
Perched on its branch, a dove of peace.

You will feel the breeze of freedom
As  the vinta sails on the calm sea,
In the cool of the night the drum
Beats the sound of mercy and plea.

This land is yours to till and settle.
You have fought for it for some reasons
And this will be known by the people
That you stood firm in all the seasons.

The  day turned into a lovely night
On the island the turtles are asleep;
While  the birds of prey are in flight
School of fish undisturbed in the deep.

You left a seed of love to grow
For your endeared posterity
Watered by island springs to flow
And anchor into eternity.

Farewell, my friend, the learned one!


(N.B.) On Dec. 11, 1979, Ulbert Ulama "Bob" Tugung, took the oath of office as Chairman of the Regional Executive Council- the highest public official of Western Mindanao. On Nov. 22, 1986, he was gunned down by an assassin's bullet at Hotel Aurelio in Ermita, Manila, Philippines.
       I met Bob Tugung at the Claret College of Isabela, in Isabela City, Basilan, Philippines when he took a leave of absence in preparation for his bar examination. I filled up his vacated position through the information of his friend, Mr. Dave Reyes of Bongao, Sulu, Philippines, whom I met in Jolo, Sulu, Philippines during my first teaching stint in high school and college at the Philippines Muslim College, Jolo, Sulu. Bob, became my best friend and like a brother instilled in my psyche the quintessence of life, brotherhood, neighborliness, and trust. Bob Tugung is companionable, compassionate, a prolific writer, and a powerful speaker. ( Greg In. Trabanca)

May 1973

Sonnet of Love


The  bond of May was deserving
As flowers bloom with life and love.
Happiness with passion burning
With the guiding light from above.

The caged parrot's noise to be free
Awakened us in our slumber. 
The birds on the trees were happy
 And we knew we were together.                                                     

 But like seaweeds our tied bodies
Floated to the edge of the earth;
A roll of passionate eddies.

And on the lovely foreign shore
We were together and in mirth                                                     
To love, to dream, and nothing more.                                                             


N.B.  On May 29, 1973,( a year after the Martial Law), at Dipolog City, Zamboanga del Norte, Philippines, Gregorio (Greg) Intas Alcala Caponong Trabanca and Evangeline (Eve) Rueles Magallanes Caermare had their marital vow, solemnized by the  Celebrant: Most Rev. Felix S. Zafra, D.D. Bishop of the diocese of Dipolog City, Zamboanga del Norte, Philippines, Con-celebrant: Msgr. Salvador Mora, a secular priest and a very good friend of the groom.
This was also the elevation of then Fr. Tuquib to the Bishop's chair thus the wedding was performed at St. Mary's Chapel, courtesy of the RVM sisters. The groom taught at Ferrer High School, Labason, ZDN which was taken over by the RVM sisters.
A day after the wedding, the bride flew for America as an immigrant. The groom followed a year later ( as he was finishing his teaching stint at Dipolog School of Fisheries in Olingan, Dipolog City, Philippines)

U.S.A.

America, Our Home

America, land of the free;
Our home and the place of the brave
Who fought with love for liberty
Unmindful of the unknown grave.

 From foreign shores, with dreams, we came
To seek a better place to live;
For life is but to play the game
With God's guidance: that we believe.

We stayed, we made this land our home.
We picked apples during summer                                                                   
We were free wherever we roam.                             

We worked, we learned without the wrath.
 We shoveled the snow during winter;                                                       
"America is in the heart."

Backyard Garden

Backyard Garden

I want you dear to understand
That spring is here to greet us,
Then we remember our birthland.
We must enjoy and there's no rush.

You love the smooth fur of Niky;
The smell of lemongrass flower
And the tender purr of Kitty
Make you think of an April shower.

Watch the basil and rosemary
Growing in our backyard garden.
Peppers and  eggplants are ready;
Red tomatoes and onion green.

As if everything that exists -
The color, the smell, the sunset.
In your memory, it persists;
The more luminous they can get.

Sailboats dot the saline waters;
Nasty weather streams the forecast;
While the link that never falters
Is our love that will always last.

Don't even bother to call my name
If you think it's worth the while that
All the righteous things you've to claim
Be carried by the tide of wrath.

Remember my dear that you are
Loved and I will say it again -
You are mine in peace and in war;
We have nothing to lose but gain.

But if perchance each hour, each day
The compass of your endearment
Points inwardly to me then say:
"Truly love, this is what we meant."

Always remember, I am here!

Even if my thoughts are frozen;

Benumbed my senses when you utter:

"To each other, we're beholden."

(N.B.)  In a fluke of circumstance, Gloria Key, the assiduous and compassionate leader of the Society of the Beloved Disciple devotion, requested me to do The Praises of the Divine Mercy ( by Sister Faustina)  on the virtual daily 8:00 PM prayer (of the Society's Prayer Group), which is the first day of the novena of The Divine Mercy Devotion.  

" I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW MY INFINITE MERCY. I WANT TO GIVE UNIMAGINABLE GRACES TO THOSE WHO TRUST MY MERCY."

(The Love of God is the Flower - Mercy is the Fruit) 

"Let the doubting Souls read these Considerations on the Divine Mercy and become Trusting." This is found in The Divine Mercy Devotion pamphlet.

Friday, April 2, 2021, begins the novena on the Divine Mercy Devotion to end on the Divine Mercy Sunday - April 11, 2021.  (Greg In Trabanca)

The Unexpected (10/09/2012 )

Things just occur unobtrusively in one's life
Apparently, there must be a cause.
 Sure, there was!

On the first Friday of October, we found ourselves
in an emergency situation. We left at 8:35 pm
and arrived at the destination point at 9:35 pm
but was taken care of at precisely 11:11pm.
Quite a feat in an emergency moment.

The gravity of the circumstance was not fully considered.
However, the cause found a meaning
and it was defined with an answer.

All were well and ended well.

The quest for panacea has terminated.
The celestial succor guided the hands
of the medical people at the right moment
and at the right place. At 4:10 am we were at
the Hospital Room 4928 that was spacious
and with a sofa bed. At last, dreamland was a minute away.

PCT(Patient Care Technician), Arny, and RN Steph were heaven-sent.
The care, the food, the atmosphere were perfect for an aching body
and limb to rest, to relax, and to sleep. At 2:56 pm,
we were out to once again witness October's beauty,

and charm with a short stop at Burger King to the delight
of our palate and stomach. Now the destination point was home sweet home. Truly life basks with unexpected events.
And it brings color and enthusiasm to Life.

For a friend

Bienvenido, My Friend

My dear friend, you have not left her
On the watch, you are on a respite
With pure love there's eternity
And you vanish in the thin air.

My friend, you found yourselves thirsty
You drank life's sustaining water
Moments were felt weak and hungry
You go on to seek, to gather.

Back home the trend is to go South
Over here, it is to go West
From the Mid-west  you found the route
Ultimately your place to rest.

Hasta luego, Bienvenido
La familia y el mundo
Hasta luego, mi amigo.


Adios!

(10/08/2012) Written by Greg In Trabanca dedicated to a friend,
Bienvenido Rosero, Jr. who passed away in California, USA.
The Rosero family lived a long time in Chicago. When this tribute poem was
e-mailed to Angie Rosero, his wife, she replied, "Greg, thank you,
ikaw pala ay makata. Ang ganda. Nagustohan ko. " (You are also a poet.Very nice, I like it !!! )

SANTO NINO DE AGOSTO, 2012

FIESTA DEL SANTO NINO' DE AGOSTO (Aug. 16, 2012)

 This is the 12th year of the celebration of the Santo Nino de Agosto. This year's theme is TO GOD BE THE GLORY. The feast of the Holy Infant Child is observed in January but devotees found also a better idea to unite the many groups of the Sto Nino devotees spread throughout the parishes of Illinois this month.
This year 18 groups of devotees participated. They are Devotees of 1) Zamboanga del Norte (2)St. Lambert of Skokie )3)Divine Mercy of Transfiguration (4)Prayer Group of South Dupage (5)San Lorenzo Ruiz Group (6)St. Matthias Legion of Mary (7)Holy Name Cathedral (8)Sto. Nino of the Midwest (9) Prayer Group of St. Peter, Skokie (10)Couple for Christ (11)Most Holy Innocent Group (12) FACC/Rizal Center (13) Rosary Crusade/Our Lady of Fatima (14) Mother Cabrini Prayer Group (15) Legion Of Mary/Our Lady of Ransom (16) Society of the Beloved Disciple of St. Matthias (17) Our Lady of Fatima Prayer Group (18) Sto Nino del Ciudad de Zamboanga.

On its souvenir program, Luz Ong, the perennial Hermana Mayor (for 12 years) echoed a Thank You to ALL, Friends and Benefactors of the organization, devotees. The Spiritual Director and founder Rev. Leoncio S. Santiago began his message with dry humor written on a tombstone that reads, "It's always something." that the statement applies to death or to life. And he went on to question whether there is a time when "something" will no longer bother us. That he said is yes according to Jesus. That time is the time of glory which is timeless and eternally secured. Any interruption to our joys, to our peace of mind, to our smooth relationship with others is a reminder of the cross, the cross which sits on the top of the globe in the hand of the Santo Nino. They are intimations of God's glory, the only glory that endures, and the glory that we can share if we live in union with God. To God be the glory!

Meanwhile, Francis Cardinal George, O.M.I., Archbishop of Chicago, wrote,  "Religious celebrations are a time for remembering and giving thanks for God's blessings that come to us through the hands of the child Jesus.

"The Gov. of Illinois, Pat Quinn, said, "The annual celebration is also a great opportunity to show unity and to meet with others of your faith and heritage.

"The Mayor of Chicago, Rahm Emanuel, said, " Sto. Nino de Agosto has been a great institute of support to innumerable people. This annual event is a special opportunity to recognize and celebrate your unity and religious cultural heritage.

"And lastly, from Consul General, Leo M Herrera-Lim our consulate general of the Philippines in Chicago has this to say,"...This spirituality and selflessness are ideals of our Christian faith and values. Indeed, devotion to faith influence all aspects of the Filipinos' way of life. The Philippines, our homeland, is truly blessed that its people have remained true to the faith. Viva Santo Nino!"

 An important addendum, was the presence of Fr. Jerome Moras of Carmel Nivas, Holy Infant Church, Londa- 591 301 Belgium Dist., Karnataka State, India. He has stayed in Prague for 10 years. He is a healing priest.

The festivities were well attended and the procession from around the blocks of St. Matthias Church told the success story.

" The Miracle of Multiplication of Bread " By Fr. Peter Fernandes,sfx

In our world, million of hungry faces are wondering about, hoping for the miracle of the multiplication of bread. We wonder, why so much hunger and thirst Did the Maker of this world miscalculate the resources?

Many such questions baffle the minds of the believers and non-believers likewise. Therefore,should we surmise that a benevolent God permitted such atrocities on His creatures? Many are content to deny the existence of God in the face of sorrow and pain, with false assumption that if God truly existed, this world would have been a happy place.

However, they are comfortable to dwell in the big homes, and embrace the consumerist life style without a thought or care for the suffering human beings. Why blame God, whom you cannot see and touch, but would not lift a finger to help the fellow human being. The miracle of multiplication of bread happens every day through God's abundance.

However, there is not enough for the greed of men, which is the cause of hunger and thirst for millions of people around the world. It is a shame, for the modern man to boost of advancement in technology and communication, and leave behind millions of people, who are left to fend for himself to fetch just a piece of bread for the day.

Although, the images are visible, our hearts are cold to reach out, but we blame God:why not repeat the miracle of multiplication of bread.

Eucharist is the celebration of God sharing His very life with us to nourish our body and spirit. The miracle of the Eucharist is an invitation for all the disciples to multiply the loaves through our works of charity, struggle for justice, and detachment from the material things. Indeed, God wants to work this miracle every day, but He needs our cooperation, and willingness to share of our selves, while imitating His Son Jesus. You and I are called to be the bread for the hungry, and water for the thirsty...!

God's love for his creatures is so profound and deep, which we will never be able to fathom. Through the suffering and death of His Son Jesus, God made it amply clear to us that He is willing to empty Himself totally for our sake. He stands with us when we face trials and tribulations; He suffers with us when we feel helpless... He walks with us through the journey of life, without miss a step. He accompanies us not as one who is powerless, but who loves us purely and sincerely.

Therefore, open your eyes of faith and recognize the Lord in the breaking of the bread.

Satisfy My soul...! By Fr.Peter Fernandes,sfx

     Who can truly satisfy my soul? This question rings in the heart of every person that walk on the face of the earth. In fact, a man makes an effort to satisfy the soul, but often, fails to find a right answer. "I searched for thee... in vain things, but I could not find thee. Late have I found thee my God. Now I know, that my heart is made for thee, and it is restless, until it rest in thee.
    St. Augustine learned that it is an imperative to lean on God if you are  to satisfy your soul.
    The history of humankind bespeaks of the tragedy he faces when his search for satisfaction ends in disappointment. The irony is that history continues to repeat this misfortune, bringing in more tears and grief. What is still more tragic than an individual's dissatisfaction  is that the stubborness of human heart makes it so difficult to recognize its failure, to amend its ways, and  to find ways to overcome predicaments with correct methods. Sadly, mankind tends to linger on the ordinary mire, rather than to rise above to the sublime life only God can offer.
     The Prophet Elijah performed a mighty miracle  in the presence of King Ahab, the prophets of Baal, and the people of Israel, when he challenged the prophets of Baal, and proved them wrong. There is only one God -Yahweh - in Israel. Through this mighty deed , the prophet wanted to bring home a message  to the King and to  the people of Israel that they should not fear but rather trust in God. Queen  Jezebel rejected that message, and she sought to kill Elijah. This is the story of humankind, which often opts to  kills the very thing that satisfies our souls.
     Similar is the attitude of the people toward Jesus, who truly is the bread of life. Besides witnessing the awesome power of Jesus, and being miraculously fed, they still were not ready to place their life or faith in Jesus. On the contrary, they began to question His authority and authenticity. The modern secular culture reflects the same attitudes of indifference and doubt. The secular culture endorses consumerism and hedonism as the means to satisfy the soul, but these truly poison our souls. The secular culture's message mislead the people, and hordes of people fall prey to their traps.
    Who can satisfy my soul? Jesus assures us, " I am the bread of life.Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood" will never feel hungry again or thirst. Therefore, why distance  ourselves for the Lord, who truly satisfies our soul? We have to recognize the gift of God in His son Jesus, repent of our sins - the stubbornness of heart, and allow Jesus to inter into our lives. When we do this we can be  assured that we will be greeted with peace and joy the world cannot offer.

Hudyaka 2012 With Gov. Lando Yebes

Hudyaka 2012 Aug 11, 2012. Saturday.

Bunker Hill Forest Preserve, Chicago, Illinois teemed with ZANORTEANS (people from the province of Zamboanga del Norte, the Philippines in America) to celebrate the province's annual festival- Hudyaka. This was a festivity started by  Governor Lando Yebes and was responsible also for Zamboanga del Norte to be popularly known as ZANORTE.

Gov. Lando Yebes, Board Member, Alan Ranillo, and another staff member were present to witness the different activities performed by the ZANORTEANS in Illinois through their organization, ZAMNAI.

Participants of ZAMNAI's HUDYAKA 2012 were all ZANORTEANS of the different associations ranging from towns to schools, to civics. They were all united, unique, and uproarious. A pride of Mindanao.

And, Gov Lando Yebes intimated to me in a chat that this ZAMNAI HUDYAKA activity was highly commendable especially the preservation of the province's culture and tradition. The governor added that someday, the coming generation will be proud that they, too, have roots and branches from ZANORTE.

On Remembering Friends

     "Our rewards in life will depend on the quality and amount of the contribution we make." "Life is a self-fulfilling prophecy. You won't necessarily get what you want in life but in the long run, you'll usually get what you expect."
 
  Flashback. Summer of '67. Zamboanga City, the City of Flowers. Zamboanga AE College.(AE for Arturo Eustaquio). Plaza Pershing. Zamboanga City was then a peaceful city. It's vibrant with hopeful joy. I love to visit the pier where I drown my doubts, my uncertainties, my pain on the unending friendly and hostile waves rolling to the shore. Etched on the horizon is a promising tomorrow. And, Zamboanga AE College was like a doting father to the children away from home. Students from all over Mindanao in particular and the Visayan and Luzon flocked to Zamboanga City for their educational thirst and hunger. Truly, Zamboanga City is the City of Flowers.

In the summer of 1967, as the president of the ZAEC Summer Student Council, I was given the responsibility to invite the late Mayor Cesar Climaco to be the College of Education Summer Graduating Class guest speaker. As he was not available, instead I requested Mr. Rodolfo Canivel, director of Philippine Muslim College of Jolo, Sulu, who was at that time recruiting teachers to teach in high school and college. That request paved the warm welcome of at least seven instructors to teach at Philippine Muslim College and immediately commenced my teaching odyssey.

I assured Mr. Canivel of those teachers who would be teaching English and Literature, Mathematics, Pilipino, Science, History, Band Leader/Instructor, and School paper Adviser.

Mr. Abubakar, the Mayor of Jolo gave the coming instructors a red carpet welcome accommodation. Reid Tallow was the high school principal. Meanwhile, Baryamin Jubaira, my great pal ( with whom I learned some writing skills), welcomed me by streaming an ad-lib on the only government radio station of Jolo, Sulu. The following week my classmates and schoolmates from the islands surprised me with a welcome visit.                

Baryamin is the son of Ibrahim Jubaira, the first prolific Filipino writer to be known outside of the country, the Philippines Free Press short story awardee for his Uncle Syed's Goat entry, and the Philippines attache' to Kuala Lumpur during Emmanuel Pelaez vice-presidency.                

I loved the Sulu Archipelago with its Muslim and Christian population, lovely islands, and beautiful seascape, the noted durian fruits, fresh fish, and homegrown brewed coffee.  I walked the beach and saw at a distance the house of Princess Tarhata Kiram, who wrote the lyrics of the song Jolo Farewell-. In fact, I still remembered another song which runs like this: In Tawi-Tawi beach I know, the girl I can't forget...

And Simunol island, of Eddie Sappal's writings, of his brother, Abe Sappal ( Karl Dumas ) whose radio voice permeated Zamboanga city's airwaves and captivated young and old listeners. Together with  Abe Sappal, Rommel Corro, and me; we trained a winsome Hadji ( sorry I forgot his name) of the island in public speaking and he won the college intramural speaking contest at ZAEC. Meanwhile, with the expertise and advice of Abe Sappal and Rommel Corro, we won the intercollegiate debate on the topic: That electoral campaign should be limited to 3 months. Education Dept. has the affirmative side whose members were 2 high schools valedictorians ( from Margosatubig, Zamboanga del Sur and the other from Basilan province and 1 salutatorian (me) from Zamboanga del Norte The first time in ZAEC's history that an Education Dept won over the Law Dept.

 At Jolo's Philippine Muslim College, I met and befriended a kindhearted man whose name escaped my memory. He was the college security guard by day and moonlighting on the government radio by night. He has a terrific tongue for dishing out the Tausog's ballads comparable to the Tagalog's Balagtasan. This muscular friend graduated with his Bachelor's degree at the prestigious University of Sto. Tomas, Manila, the Philippines on a scholarship through his swimming prowess.

Dave Reyes was added to the list of friends. He is a dashing, well-read man who informed me of a soon available teaching position at Claret College of Isabela, Basilan City as Bob (Ulbert Ulama Tugung) is slated to take the bar in Manila. I grabbed the opportunity. I was accepted. Taught English and also as an adviser of the school's paper and a contributor to the Basilan Times.

Ulbert Ulama "Bob" Tugung was a very good friend. He is charismatic, humble, well-loved in Basilan and the islands.  He smiled and waved his hands in a friendly manner among the pedestrians. He was fearless as he held high his honesty, dedication, and sincerity in the whole gamut of his emotion. He was truly a politician.

Those were the days when the Press and Radio or Media were well respected. And this refreshed my memory when I met Mr. Pamaran of the notable and influential Pamaran families of Lamitan of the Basilan province of the Sulu Archipelago. This happened when a classmate in college introduced me to  Mr. Pamaran who (I was not sure) was the mayor or vice-mayor, that I was a journalist and at that juncture, he pleaded not to ruin his political career due to his not accomodating us three townmates for a ride from the wharf to downtown Lamitan. That incident added inches to my height, that a pen is mightier than a sword.        (Greg In Trabanca)

Silence

Poem 101

Silence is the language of the soul.
In your inner silence, you'll feel

the melody of sound which is music
to your very existence.

Let silence finds its vital niche
in your every day life's movements
and you'll know that there is
Someone talking to you.

And you believe.

(04/09/2012)

Beauty of Nature

Park Poem

I elected to walk and not to run
I have to tread slowly for I am lost

As I journey on this beautiful land
My God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost.

This I am humbly confessing
I am weak I need Him the more

That my real need is unceasing
I am sinking in the seashore.

I met a man from Korea
Who loved himself and his country
I met a man from Nigeria
Said that wealth has room for many.

The three of us were in the park
To be more fit physically
In the nearby river a duck
Was scouring for food happily.

Hey guys which is then the right way
As you walk in this foreign land?
Be careful not to go astray
And cautious not to go beyond.

(04/09/2012)

I Wonder Why

The Wonder Moment

I wonder why,

It's the city of Zamboanga;
Then about that Jesuit's vignette,
Not on Cebu or Dumaguete?

I wonder why,
I didn't stay long in Manila
To see the sunset on the bay
Or write a seminarian story?

I wonder why, 
Medicine didn't ease my longing
Nor accounting or engineering;

But the fascination of letters,
The novelty of syllables,
The awesome splendor of writers.

And I still wonder
If I write in my intention:
To read, to learn, and to gather
Nuggets buried in oblivion
To scatter for the generation?



(03/09/2012)

Fr. Carlos and I

9AM 2/26/12 Sunday
Priest: Fr. Carlos
Lector: Greg

Your ways, O Lord, are love and truth to those who keep your covenant. (Ps 25:4-5...

Officiating the mass at 9 AM was Fr. Carlos and I was the lector. And this Sunday, after the 11 AM mass, there was a birthday party lunch at the Church's basement for our pastor Fr. Peter Fernandez, tendered by the parishioners of St.Timothy parish.

Stewardship was manifested as parishioners flocked to the Church for prayer, for the celebration and for parish activity participation. Truly the parishioners' time, talent, and treasure were displayed.

Inspiration

Wonderful World

Teach me once more on  how to fly,
To soar up above the skylines
To dream, to hope, and not to cry

Teach me once more to stand, to walk
To run as really fast as I can
And tell them to do and not just talk.

Teach me once more to learn to change
And write it to do the exercise
To scribble words and rearrange

Words that make sense and beautiful
Well-chosen words of prose and poetry
Making our life so wonderful.
(02/21/2012)

The Real Presence

At St. Jude's Chapel

He is imprisoned in the tabernacle
for our salvation.

Silence. Meditate. Listen.

He is there in the tabernacle
watching and listening to us -
in the silence of our heart
in the abundance of our thoughts.

He is there!

Speak to Him in the sanctum of your silence;
Whisper to Him and listen to the echo of your desires.

He is there: ready to lift you,
to carry you, to meet your needs.

Make Him a part of you, a part of us.


(02/06/2012)

The Waterfall

Waterfall on the Wall

Water, air, light -
The essentials of life.

At the outpatient hospital lobby, I walk tall.
I witnessed a therapeutic experience
As I gazed at the waterfall on the wall

Cascading to the flower garden
Of white blooming orchids,
On the newfound Eden.

The illuminating electric bulbs declared;
The writing on the wall that read
"Only say the Word and I shall be healed."

The water of damnation or salvation,
Air for existence or suffocation;
Light for power or for extinction?


(02/06/2012)

Happy New Year 2012

NEW YEAR!
Jan.03,2012

A time to begin
a new way,
a path that leads
to a promising
tomorrow.

The dawn appears,
the bluebird sings
the sun lightens the sky
and a song, a poem
brightens
my day

2012, a New Year
a good year,
a year to gear
a lesson to bear,
for a direction
leading to
an ideal
destination.

A Day in October

Oct 12, 2011
The Visit

October morn dawns a saga
of relatives from Canada.

From far away they came.

Do you recall when you mention
that you were looking for us;
that you have no information
but finally, you found us.

And you came with your smile
sweet as young coconut's water;
your laughter could be heard a mile
to comfort souls that suffer.

Pictures stream down memory lanes:
Zamboanga, Cebu, Manila, airplanes.

The tears, the laughter,
the song of the birds,
the rain, the thunder.

You saw us on our visit
and your yearning keeps
burning on love's undying ember.

Your persistence carried you
through uncharted terrain
of Germany, the Middle East,
London, Canada, and America.

Your precious physical presence,
was more than gold, and valuable
as life itself.

You came with your sister's family
and was gladly welcome in the house
that wholeheartedly awaited
your coming.

Did you remember, dear relatives,
of our first meeting in town?
The soil felt our feet so active;

the summer of smiles and the frown,
the laughter, the tears and we lived
to love all that was around.


And you came with all your heart,
with all your hugs,

with all your dreams,
with all your hopes,
with all your pains.

Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall.
The leaves fell. And as they dropped
to the ground, our names were written on them

because we liked the trees,
we loved mother nature's garden
whose flowers filled our lives
with their beauty and fragrance.

Yes, dear relatives, you are roses,
giving our lives with joy and kisses.

(Dedicated to Babylane Rueles & Son, her sister Rosseni & husband Dan Tiongson and her daughter, Monica & husband Percy Madella with son Dj & daughter on their surprise visit to the windy city)

The Invitation

Sunday, Oct 9, 2011
1st Reading: Is 25:6-10a, @nd Reading: Phil 4:12-14, 19-20
Gospel: Mt 22:1-14 (or Mt 22:1-10)

All are invited ...

The everlasting love of God is a delight for the soul that abides in His presence. Indeed, all are invited to live and partake of His endless bounty to cherish eternal peace that flows from the Almighty. Although the invitation is open for all, a free response is paramount to enter God's Kingdom. Therefore, a joyful soul sings aloud, "It is better for me to be in the Lord's Court for one day than to live a thousand years elsewhere." Are you ready to respond to the call of God?

The empirical experience tells us that because of our ego and pride, not many desire to live in the Court of the Lord. During the time of the prophet Isaiah, people had abandoned the invitation of the Lord and chose to dwell elsewhere. Subsequently, their lives turned pathetic and wretched, hope dwindled, and sorrow engulfed them. At such a juncture, prophet Isaiah reminds them of the invitation of the Lord for a sumptuous banquet on the mountain of the Lord.

Leaving God out of public life has crumbled our institutions. Such a stance, in time, has vitiated the atmosphere to affecting the private lives of the individuals to live in godliness. More and more people choose to dwell elsewhere than to live in the Court of the Lord. It is a tragedy and a poison for our soul. Presently the society is reaping the fruits of alienation, segregation, depression, abortion, violence, hunger, mistrust, hopelessness, and all the evils that have infected our lives.

The celebration of the Eucharist is the remedy for our soul. God became food to satisfy our hunger and thirst. Therefore, there is no other source better than the Body and Blood of our Savior Jesus Christ - the celebration of the Eucharist with the faith community, to fill our lives with love, peace, and eternal healing from our Creator. It is imperative for the disciples of Jesus to pay heed to the invitation of the Lord. We have to come before the banquet table of the Lord with thanksgiving and faith as one of Christ. There is no substitute for the celebration.

All are invited... but only a few have responded. What can I do to invite my family, friends, and neighbors? God wants us to be His voice, as prophet Isaiah became His voice to the people of Israel. Let us dress well for the celebration, to enter into the halls of God's Kingdom with mercy and forgiveness, love, faith and hope.

(by:Fr. Peter Fernandes, sfx )

Endearment

Beloved

If you part from me my sweet love
and you'll travel another path
I'll be but a misguided dove;
you'll be eating the grapes of wrath.

If you will run away from me
like a rose you'll wither and die;
stay with me to whatever be,
and you'll have no reason to cry.

The minutes and the hours are sweet;
the moon and the stars above are lit;
our sorrows are our joy to greet

the beauty of our blessed life
that lead to the river of grit
in this our world without the strife.

The Ponderable of Life (No Other But You)

The Ponderable of Life

Together we will walk in stride 

amidst the din and drabness of life.     

Come with knives of hatred.

Come with the coldness of the snow.

Come with your nagging in tow.
Come with complaints between
your forehead and your toe.

Come like a summer dawn
to greet the day to sing
the hopes and  dreams that the morrow
with happiness may bring.

Send them all:
   your concerns,
     your regrets,
        your sorrows,
I'll be there for you.
with my undying love.

We are engaged on a life's journey;
we are always one
I, the link, you: the missing link.
We shall always be: you and I
on this planet where we live and die.

Life is a bitter melon

and a sweet onion
It is sunshine and rain
It is laughter and pain.

 

Here's a gift ribboned with gratefulness.

(An ode penned for Evangeline Rueles Caermare Trabanca's

birthday - the 3rd day of March.)

Commentary: 

"I can't compete with those words! Your eloquence in writing, Uncle Greg, is beyond... Your poetic prowess is admirable." ( Luvis Adaza Barja - Lim)

The Question?

Sons' Query?

As kids, you may ask a question
On the lovely place, we came from
You may seek for information
Of Paradise's Eve and Adam.

Across the ocean, we told you
Where quails and mayas were happy;
And we were free to hope, to dream
On the land of milk and honey.

From San Pedro's Davao city;
The nights had no shadow of male,
She burned midnight candles to stay,
To be a Florence Nightingale.

That's how we came into this world
Across the rough sea of the bold

Where he trekked from town to city
From courses to ending a course
Learning the truth and the beauty
Seeking the great Almighty Source.


That's how we came into this place
Where not even time can efface.

From tears of the tropical rain
And from Mindanao's fertile soil
Where hopes and dreams were not in vain
Where our courage to journey boil

Towards the two of us
From the wonderful love
That has united us
That in you our hearts throb
What you'll say to us both
You knew more of the world you sought
About the world to you we brought.

And like an earthquake
We shook the earth
That gave you birth
Where the tree of life appears
And you sing the poem of love
In the highest branch without fears
We fly to reach you like a dove.

The Missionary from Goa

The Missionary from Goa

You have left when she needed you.
You have wounded her and hurt her.
But open your eyes to earth's view;
Your service to God forever.

You finally face each other
In the Bread and Wine you have found;
No one can put you asunder
Of your love, so sweet, so profound.

You held on to your dear promise
Etched in the smithy of your being
In your world, the sun will surely rise
To make boys: men of God keep burning.

Someday you will come back to her-
The native land that nurtured you
To weave your story fair and square
For faith, hope, love, and charity to grow.

(By Greg In Trabanca, a parishioner of St. Timothy Church.)

The last Eucharistic celebration at St. Timothy church was presided by Bishop Mark Bartosic with Fr. Jose' Baptista, s.f.x. at 11 a.m. on Jan 31, 2021.  St. Timothy church and St. Henry church merged with St. Margaret Mary which is now the Holy Child Jesus Parish. The Pastoral Staff: Fr. Phi H. Nguyen, pastor, Fr. Arthur Bautista, associate pastor. Meanwhile, Fr Jose' Baptista,s.f.x. is awaiting his assignment.  

What Do I Reap

What do I reap? Fr. Peter Fernandes, sfx
1st Reading: Is 5:1-7, 2nd Reading: Phil 4: 6-9
Gospel: Mt 21:33-43

What do I reap? A vital question to ponder and to be answered several times during our life journey, which will give a focus for a life well-lived. Deviation from a purposeful life bears the repercussion of a bitter outcome that creates ripple effects in society. Therefore, we have to ask ourselves, what is the goal for my life? What legacy would I like to leave behind for the benefit of posterity? Each person has something to offer to make this world a better place. Am I doing my part?

If we take a serious glance at the world, we are baffled with reality. It seems evil has the upper hand, and the world is headed in the wrong direction. Hence, we should ask a question. Where have we missed the calling? The precious life not respected, the family unit is threatened, and trust betrayed, justice trampled, love, mocked upon, and mercy and forgiveness is devalued. With such a scenario of the world, what do we reap? On the other hand, what have we sown, to reap?

Despite a gloomy picture of the world, there is a ray of hope and a brighter future. Ultimately, God is in control of the whole universe, and in His time, purification will take place. Meantime, He has assigned the task to His chosen people to light up the world with faithfulness and righteousness, This group of people is a tiny minority, and their task is enormous. The Israelites were called to live in faithfulness to God and live a righteous life by observing His commandments, and benevolence towards the most vulnerable in the society. The Lord complains, "Why do I reap the bitter grapes from my vineyard?"

Today, the Catholic Church is the new Israel. The new people of God have been entrusted with the same task but greater responsibility. The fulfillment of God's promise to the world was unfolded in the death and resurrection of Jesus, His Son. The Church bears witness to this great mystery of our faith. This mystery encompasses the totality of our existence, in which, faithfulness and righteousness, should lead to the life of charity. The Catholic Church is a tiny minority, which continues to be a voice of conscience to the world that devalues the laws of God.

What do I reap? Indeed, those who live the life of God in the Church will certainly bear good fruits of faith, hope, and charity. However, those who live on their own account, and continue to support anti-Church policies, disrespect for life from conception to natural death devalue the marriage as a sacrament between a man and a woman, will also fail to live a life of charity. What kind of grapes will you reap?

Living is Difficult

Obedience ... to God
( Fr. Peter Fernandes, sfx )

9/25/11 1st Reading: Ezk 18:25-28
2nd Reading: Phil 2:1-11 (or Phil 2:1-5)

Living is difficult. However, living under obedience is extremely difficult. Only those who can perceive things through the eyes of faith and discern the will of God in every circumstance are able to conduct their lives in obedience. Such living demands great courage, humility, and faith. For most people, it is a struggle to live a life of obedience because of the ego, pride, and selfishness. The resulting disobedience in many cases comes about because those who hold the office of authority abuse their power for similar reasons.

Obedience to God should have been the most natural outcome of our existence. Nevertheless, it is not the case. Why? Is God unjust? could it be that He exercises His authority with partiality and selfish motive? Such an assumption is far from reality. Our disobedience is the direct outcome of our sin of pride and selfishness. The human soul is overshadowed with false hopes and endless possibilities, which causes us to disobey the righteous one.

To end the blame game, Jesus the eternal Son of God, took our form in total obedience to God and even accepted a gruesome death on the cross. Such living baffles the human mind but it is also the cause of our true living. In fact, the command for a life lived in obedience is, "Take up your cross daily and follow me." Should we decide to follow the Lord, we cannot ignore His way of life and at the same time live by His command.

The degradation of the moral fiber of society is the effect of people living directly in contrast to the will of God. The growing number of abortions, same-sex marriages is an abomination that reflects the sick society, which prides itself on opposing the will of God. We, the disciples of Jesus, should awaken from our slumber, and seek to do the will of God in total obedience, which is the true wisdom and fullness of life.

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Lectio
* He humbled himself by being obedient to death, death on the cross.
Meditatio
* We are witnesses to the tremendous love of God in Jesus. We have to witness His humility, sacrifice, and total self-giving to others as well.
Oratio
* Let us contemplate the cross - the ultimate sign of God's loving sacrifice.
Actio
* We witness to the cross of Christ if we choose the lowest post or to make a meaningful sacrifice.